You may remember in my
last post that I vowed not to weigh myself for Lent, and to work on toning up my arms, and getting in all
sixty-four ounces of water per day? Yeah... that post. Well I'm hating that post.
Not because at the bottom is my 'before' picture (
and that picture is the go to picture when you post a link) no, that's not the reason I hate it.
I hate it because I'm not weighing myself, because I'm attempting to keep my word (
it's kind of a big deal for me). In 2011 I didn't use a scale. I detested the scale as much as it detested me, and I know it did because the numbers it showed me were detestable! But when I started this healthy lifestyle make over of 2012, I started using the scale. I started to measure everything by the scale. "Oh you remember that really great time we had on the day I weighed in uber light, right before I gained back the weight I'd lost because of my least favorite week? YEAH! That day."
I even had a habit formed (already!) that included weighing myself. First thing at work, get the paper, empty the bedside commode, weigh, continue with day. But now..
Now I find myself giving the bathroom with the scale sidelong glances. I force myself to look away. I think of it fondly, only remembering the positive parts of our relationship (you know, my weightLOSSES).
It reminds me, quite acurately, of breaking up with a boyfriend. I only want to remember the positive parts. I forget all the stupid fights (and weight gains). I don't remember the late night crying on the phone (or eating the last of the ice cream). I just remeber good, solid hugs (and weight losses).
I avoid rooms that give the scale a home. I don't want to fall off this wagon, it's entirely too early. However I do miss seeing the numbers (and having a measurable progress), I'm stickin to it!
Happy Lenten Season Yall!!
PS- I've been doing (almost) decently at drinking enough water, however my exercise has taken a huge hit. I hope to start going to atleast one Zumba a week in March and using some of the machines afterwards for more of an upper body work out.
PPS- You should totally be following my on
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